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[Jun. 22nd, 2006|06:53 pm] |
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its funny i should stumble back into the livejournal community again after so long especially when i'm trying to get my life started up again but whatever... it had been so long i wanted to drop by to see if anyone actually still used this thing and amazingly enough to me, people do. cool
too bad i have like nothing to say |
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| I am having a little party!!! |
[Jun. 1st, 2005|02:02 am] |
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| | Edgar Meyer - Bach | ] |
YO! Check it. I be 'ere wit my main MAN JEFF AKINAS!!! YO!!
This is the best journal entry ever/ YO. He be playin the bass behind my sholda.
Jeff "do you want to see somehitng gay that I do sometimes?"
A;ex " ...speechless... "
I have nothing else to say. bitches.
P.s. bomb diggety
sketch |
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[May. 22nd, 2005|11:40 pm] |
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| | why did I listen to the fuckin radio all day? | ] |
Sup. I'm back in WPB. i'm sick so i'm trying to get better asap so I can get back to the continuous party that is life.
if anyone knows about good social functions coming up in the near future let me know so I don't have to sit around my boring house all the time.
My family is moving back up to Melbourne, FL come june14th. It willbe weird to live there again after 6 years. then I'm going to Ohio for music camp for 6weeks the 19th or something.
ya so if anyone wants to hang out give me a call. |
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| How are you? I am Komsikomsa. |
[May. 6th, 2005|04:07 pm] |
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| | Pink Floyd - Welcome to the Machine | ] |
I must have discovered my soul brother last night. It's hard to know really what to make of it all.
I got fucked up further out of my mind than ever before in my life and all I can say is YES.
it was so awesome partying with my bros. So this kid Sin-Kyu, pronounced SinQ, and I started just doing all this crazy shit together like ninja stances and running around generally flipping out. It was definitely the most extreme shit I have ever experienced.
Today I feel really the fuck out of it. But that's cool cuz i found my bro SinQ last night.
I've never related to anyone so much before in the moment. I wasn't sure if I would ever get the chance to enjoy that kind of connection again so we hung out till like 4:30 being awesome.
"Ya, acting is hard"
"Acting is difficult"
the funniest shit in the world. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 2nd, 2005|12:51 am] |
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| | bRIAN eno - music for airports | ] |
I listened to a preacher who said we suffer becuase God is trying to make us stronger.
I really hope he's on to something.
Sometimes I feel like I've completely forgotten how to be happy.
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| who the fuck am i |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|04:21 pm] |
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| | Dizzee Rascal - Jus' a Rascal | ] |
 | You scored as Cyclops. Codename: Cyclops
Full Name: Scott Summers
Mutant Powers: Optic blasts of intense light-beams.
Scott Summers was an early follower of Xavier's dream and a mutant that suffered all his life.As a young boy, Scott and his brother, Alex Summers, were with his parents on a plane of his dad. But then, a SHIAR ship destroyed the plane, capturing both Scott´s mother and father. Just before being kidnapped, Scott´s father, Major Christopher Summers, gave a parachute to his sons and dropped them out of the plane. The ´chute didn´t open, and Scott first manifested his mutant powers, as he used his optic blasts to slow down the fall. The boys were found in a forest, sleeping. Alex was adopted by a family, but Scott was sent to an orphanage, that was owned by Nathaniel Essex, a.k.a. Mr. Sinister. Sinister discovered the genetical potencial that lied within Scott, and began to make experiments on him. Many years later, Charles Xavier found Scott by using Cerebro, and took him away from the orphanage. Before he left, Sinister took away Scott's memories of his time there.
Cyclops was a member of the original five X-men, and there he fell in love with another teammate, Marvel Girl, or Jean Grey. Eventually, he met his brother, Alex, who now went by the name of Havok, and later his father, who now called himself Cosair and was leader of an alien vessel that fought in space.
Iceman | | 70% | Cyclops | | 70% | Rogue | | 65% | Wolverine | | 65% | Archangel | | 60% | Professor X | | 60% | Colossus | | 60% | Banshee | | 55% | Nightcrawler | | 55% | Beast | | 55% | Shadowcat | | 50% | Storm | | 50% | Jean Grey | | 40% | </td>
Which X-Men member are You?
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ya so that's pretty cool. 1st year is coming to a close. finally. i feel like i've progressed a lot as a person and as a cellist. and as a ... nevermind.
gonna play my jury monday. party like a retarded bitch for the rest of the week. take a few tests the next week. maybe head to beantown. then play a last orch concert see my sister graduate and come home to florida. ya what a nice day today in nyc. how i have come to love this city. it is an urban paradise. so i head to ohio for encore come june22 or sometime around there. should be pretty extreme. now the time has come for me to stop being a lazy piece of shit and do more of my self training as a weapon. so as to dominate. i admire my english skilz.
SinCity is way old news by now but if you haven't seen it yet and you like dying, then you should really fuckin veiw that shit. and larry, you know all those characters really reminded me of your style and ideas for stories. I have no IDEA what i'm doing with my life. I feel like I need to unleaSH more of the extreme within. like i am way too repressed sometimes here. maybe if I drink more extreme energy drinks.
word. phrase. sentence. I hope all of you out there are getting high on something right now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|01:54 am] |
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| |  fuck me in the ass | ] |
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| | Foo Fighters - Everlong | ] |
Whats up Guys. I am having times of my life at college. The fun reaches unbelievable peaks quite frequently. It is wicked.
I feel so overwhelmed by all the possibilities. a lot of self searching has led to a lot of self doubting. But I will find my place.
I have a crazy dream of someday hosting a fuckin rediculous party where I have all my friends from everywhere I've been in life meet up and just go crazy together. I miss so many cool kids I've met all over the place.
And this environment is a harsh one. It really gets to people.
I have so much understanding to acquire. listening to enrique inglesias probably helps a lot.
so i should really get to bed so i don't die in life.? what.
If we haven't talked for a while. yo. i is being sorry. but the care be present still. mad props/bigups. |
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| word to your mother bouyakasha wicked |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|06:30 pm] |
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| |  loved | ] |
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| | Niall Adams my loving roommate trying to learn Piatti #11 | ] |
so spring break is an intense time. Mad snow flurries, sleet, mud, cold temperatures, roaming the city late at night with my whacked out friends. it is pretty awesome.
now I have strep throat, but the clinic here already hooked me up with some hardcore antibiotics. so i'm good to go. OH ya but Jeff, if you start getting a sore throat - watch the fuck out man.
what am I going to do with myself this spring break? since i've now had my soul purged.
is love an ideal too perfect to really exist on earth? |
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[Feb. 28th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
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man i wish my journal was as cool and popular as the journal of jeff t adkins. |
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| When College is Fun |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|12:23 am] |
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| | Kraftwerk - Dentaku | ] |
its snowing
I have to write this essay for humanities about ethics based on works by Sophocles and the teachings of Buddha. It sucks. I haven't read the books. It was due two weeks ago today, and I still haven't started yet tonight. awesome.
Harold and Kumar is 1803's official movie of the year. ITS FUCKIN EXXXTREME!!!!
and Ali-G. Sasha Baron Cohen is an admirable social genius. check it.
i went to LA. that was sweet.
this past friday night Jensen came through NYC so we hung out hard.
sat night went to my first dancer party in harlem. it wasn't even a real dancer party though cuz mostly is was a birthday party for like 5 different people. whatever it was fun. orch concert tomorrow night. otto werner mueller is the shiz. the haydn 104 really sounds good.
next weekend spring break hits and the party begins. angela is coming!! YES!! Jamie is coming!! josh and jeff and reefer are coming!! it's gonna be extreme out of this world. it's gonna be like mountain dew extreme. ya i'm so hardcore. so much sin yo.
Essay Time! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUck |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|01:04 am] |
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| | JohnLennon/APerfectCircle - Imagine | ] |
Oh my god. LJ just deleted all my toilings. ah headache.
I think they are watching me. didn't like what I had to say. didn't want dangerous thoughts like those spread around.
I will try again. Because I believe.
So I've been thinking a lot about political and societal issues of late. Last night I stayed up thinking about what I can do in the world to make some kind of positive impact for an extra hour, just lying immobile in my bed. Then I kinda drifted onto thoughts of a particular beautiful girl but concentration is hard to maintain at 3AM. And before all this I was writing lyrics reflecting my feelings for the way the world has been spinning and how frustrated I think we need to be collectively with ourselves for looking away from this mess.
I've been inspired so that the next time I get the opportunity to produce art that might go out to people, I really want there to be a message behind it. So it's not art for arts sake. which can be great too, but Because of the times, I think artists need to speak up and speak out to rally the people to start thinking and start questioning again. We put an egotistical liar back into the white house even after we had evidence that he does not have the country's best interests at heart. It blows your mind once you start really thinking about it.
Compassion is the answer everybody. People are people are they not? So what's with WAR? whta the fuck is war about anyway? fucking bullshit materialistic values that don't matter in the long run. I think this war is about control. I can't believe 51% of americans want Bush controling their world. frightening. he's totally not even hip.
I wish there was more I could do now. But I am waiting and gathering strength. Being patient untill the opportune time arrives.
Clear the Drama
Trim the Bush
Where's Osama?
You will not find him in my Tush. |
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| The Scent of a Man? |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|01:38 am] |
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| | George Crumb - Black Angels (night of the electric insects) | ] |
i am home.
at the heart of your creativity is your intention. so find your intent and the rest follows.
-wynton marsalis |
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| this week is foreshadowing the cold that is to come |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|02:57 am] |
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| | Blue Man Group - Above | ] |
beautiful/god chosen hero of Greece
be strong
you are unique
you don't even have to try to be completely out of your mind.
when it just comes so naturally.
have faith
keep going
it may not be what you think
but it will come.
take in what you are provided with
nourish yourself
nourish the path
notice you are but a single turn in so many revolutions
that energy that visits
is why you are here, for now.
just let go and the others with catch on
oh and YOU! ya shit i miss you. and the livin we went through.
but i'm just waiting for something rediculous to write about. |
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| put in my place |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|03:10 pm] |
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| |  shit | ] |
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| | the pianist Rick playing awesome accomp to Tears | ] |
here are pictures from camp. sweet.
here are a bunch of gay guys that i hung out with a lot.
momma laurel and josh the bass player extraordinaire - they slept in the same room but not the same bed
me searching around in the dark for the lightswitch
me being a pimp
andrew picking up random girl from wetnwild!!
naked and drunk is fun. too bad i missed out on this one
that guy on the left, ya he whipped out his uncircumsized wang in my face one day. i flipped out pretty hard. and the other guy ya he tried to whip his out too but it was so big he couldn't get it out of his pants. sweet.
yes for her and I it was love at first sight
pretty much what amounted as fun at camp this summer, but you shoulda seen a second later when i mashed his face into that cherry topped cheesecake! BRUTAL
see those red eyes!? that's right! i'm crying that mattress silly
oh here's josh with a german woman and you won't believe it but that's the exact same expression on his face as in the picture above!! what a cool guy.
shit my nipples are brown!? that's a 1st! |
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| Look At This Everyone |
[Aug. 6th, 2004|04:34 am] |
so just in case anybody sees this and doesn't know yet.
LIQUID FIST FAREWELL/CD RELEASE SHOW
Friday (today now) 8:00 PM
The Hut on Kanuga
Featuring: The Madame Guillotine, Objects in Transit, and Nina Pinta
All this pretty much equals = hot body celebration
go to www.hutart.com for more info/directions
cover $4 cd $5. personal sex party $1 so bring a ten.
hope to see you all there. the cd really turned out great.
why does my hand smell like pee?
oh it's just the peanut lover's chex mix i ate.
weird |
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| am i rotting? |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|12:19 pm] |
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| | daft punk what else? | ] |
gotta go make a cd |
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| the real shit |
[May. 19th, 2004|01:49 am] |
FUCK i forgot what my real current music is.
it's Jensen freaking out playing awesome vocoder synthesizer keyboards in guitar center!~ Like 3 at the same time it's freakin AWESOME!! YEAHAH!!! |
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| and the wait is over |
[May. 14th, 2004|11:58 pm] |
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| | Liquid Fist - The Hall of the White Elephant | ] |
so i'm finally done with school. It's actually unbelievable. but man does it feel good. i doubt the bullshit is over for life but at least for a while the saturation levels are way down.
it's been a pleasure, everyone. its been more than a pleasure, those who know.
Troy is just a plain good flick. I really think that if people want to know about movies and whether to see them, they should really just come ask me. cuz i will tell them ya it;s good or no it's bad. either way i think i have great judgement. lol
Superb practice with the Fist tonight. sorry for getting tense with you for a moment Jeff, but we worked it out. you did great tonight anyway.
Tomorrow/Today (Saturday) is the CoffeeHouse at the Hut on Kanuga!! Be sure to come everyone. I'm fooling around earlier on with my delay pedal which might be fun but be sure to see Nina Pinta and LIQUID FIST! NP at 7 LF at 8 to 9. ya it's free so why not. and maybe if we like u we'll undress!?
Two totally new songs to be unveiled too. so that will be sweet! |
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| the calm after the storm |
[May. 8th, 2004|07:18 pm] |
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| | hungry | ] |
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| | venus hum - i feel love | ] |
i was feeling much better by the time i went to bed last night. thanks to all you read and pondered.
the first real Liquid Fist practice since New Year's Day. that was awesome. jeff was tired and we decided not to give him amphetimine injections but it was still cool. got a new song totally rolling. and justin is really doing great.
so ya i really need to spend less time on the comp and more getting stuff done. but lets do everything humanly possible to make the end of the year ROCK!! |
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| the crazed mind invites a restless soul |
[May. 7th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
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it feels good to vent. but wearing hearts on sleeves is bad. don't take anything too seriously. it seems like it could be capricious to me. |
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