?

Log in

No account? Create an account
I listened to a preacher who said we suffer becuase God is trying to… - Patterns of Organic Energy [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
FINK

[ website | Check the Weather!!! YO. ]
[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

Links
[Links:| Tool is a Great Band Radiohead is a Great Band More Cello Rock Men, Want to Learn a Thing or Two? The Vaults of Erowid ]

[May. 2nd, 2005|12:51 am]
FINK
[Current Mood |worrieddeath]
[Current Music |bRIAN eno - music for airports]

I listened to a preacher who said we suffer becuase God is trying to make us stronger.

I really hope he's on to something.






Sometimes I feel like I've completely forgotten how to be happy.
SCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAM
LinkReply

Comments:
[User Picture]From: littlehomie111
2005-05-02 05:36 am (UTC)
ha... what happend?
(Reply) (Thread)
[User Picture]From: ohshet
2005-05-02 11:06 pm (UTC)
sorry man...
(Reply) (Thread)
[User Picture]From: tichelisunrise
2005-05-03 02:07 am (UTC)
"...we suffer because God is trying to make us stronger."

I don't know how religious you are, but internalizing these words can get you through a hell of a lot either way. I don't know exactly what's going on, but if you need someone to talk to, I'm open ears (although I'm probably not one of the first people you'd go to.)

But in the end, what I can say for you is...

Have fun, don't take things too damn seriously, and DON'T be afraid to make change if something doesn't feel right. But most of all, be true to yourself.
(Reply) (Thread)