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(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2004|01:04 am]
[Current Mood |predatorypredatory]
[Current Music |JohnLennon/APerfectCircle - Imagine]

Oh my god. LJ just deleted all my toilings. ah headache.

I think they are watching me. didn't like what I had to say. didn't want dangerous thoughts like those spread around.
I will try again. Because I believe.

So I've been thinking a lot about political and societal issues of late. Last night I stayed up thinking about what I can do in the world to make some kind of positive impact for an extra hour, just lying immobile in my bed. Then I kinda drifted onto thoughts of a particular beautiful girl but concentration is hard to maintain at 3AM. And before all this I was writing lyrics reflecting my feelings for the way the world has been spinning and how frustrated I think we need to be collectively with ourselves for looking away from this mess.

I've been inspired so that the next time I get the opportunity to produce art that might go out to people, I really want there to be a message behind it. So it's not art for arts sake. which can be great too, but Because of the times, I think artists need to speak up and speak out to rally the people to start thinking and start questioning again. We put an egotistical liar back into the white house even after we had evidence that he does not have the country's best interests at heart. It blows your mind once you start really thinking about it.

Compassion is the answer everybody. People are people are they not? So what's with WAR? whta the fuck is war about anyway? fucking bullshit materialistic values that don't matter in the long run. I think this war is about control. I can't believe 51% of americans want Bush controling their world. frightening. he's totally not even hip.

I wish there was more I could do now. But I am waiting and gathering strength. Being patient untill the opportune time arrives.
Clear the Drama
Trim the Bush
Where's Osama?
You will not find him in my Tush.
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The Scent of a Man? [Dec. 19th, 2004|01:38 am]
[Current Mood |amusedbeautiful]
[Current Music |George Crumb - Black Angels (night of the electric insects)]

i am home.

at the heart of your creativity is your intention. so find your intent and the rest follows.
-wynton marsalis
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this week is foreshadowing the cold that is to come [Oct. 17th, 2004|02:57 am]
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]
[Current Music |Blue Man Group - Above]

beautiful/god chosen hero of Greece
be strong
you are unique
you don't even have to try to be completely out of your mind.
when it just comes so naturally.

have faith
keep going
it may not be what you think
but it will come.

take in what you are provided with
nourish yourself
nourish the path
notice you are but a single turn in so many revolutions

that energy that visits
is why you are here, for now.

just let go and the others with catch on

oh and YOU! ya shit i miss you. and the livin we went through.
but i'm just waiting for something rediculous to write about.
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put in my place [Aug. 17th, 2004|03:10 pm]
[Current Mood |enragedshit]
[Current Music |the pianist Rick playing awesome accomp to Tears]

here are pictures from camp. sweet.

here are a bunch of gay guys that i hung out with a lot.

momma laurel and josh the bass player extraordinaire - they slept in the same room but not the same bed

me searching around in the dark for the lightswitch

me being a pimp

andrew picking up random girl from wetnwild!!

naked and drunk is fun. too bad i missed out on this one

that guy on the left, ya he whipped out his uncircumsized wang in my face one day. i flipped out pretty hard. and the other guy ya he tried to whip his out too but it was so big he couldn't get it out of his pants. sweet.

yes for her and I it was love at first sight

pretty much what amounted as fun at camp this summer, but you shoulda seen a second later when i mashed his face into that cherry topped cheesecake! BRUTAL

see those red eyes!? that's right! i'm crying that mattress silly

oh here's josh with a german woman and you won't believe it but that's the exact same expression on his face as in the picture above!! what a cool guy.

shit my nipples are brown!? that's a 1st!
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Look At This Everyone [Aug. 6th, 2004|04:34 am]
so just in case anybody sees this and doesn't know yet.

Friday (today now) 8:00 PM
The Hut on Kanuga
Featuring: The Madame Guillotine, Objects in Transit, and Nina Pinta
All this pretty much equals = hot body celebration
go to www.hutart.com for more info/directions

cover $4 cd $5. personal sex party $1 so bring a ten.
hope to see you all there. the cd really turned out great.

why does my hand smell like pee?
oh it's just the peanut lover's chex mix i ate.
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am i rotting? [Jun. 2nd, 2004|12:19 pm]
[Current Mood |burning]
[Current Music |daft punk what else?]

gotta go make a cd
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the real shit [May. 19th, 2004|01:49 am]
FUCK i forgot what my real current music is.
it's Jensen freaking out playing awesome vocoder synthesizer keyboards in guitar center!~ Like 3 at the same time it's freakin AWESOME!! YEAHAH!!!
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and the wait is over [May. 14th, 2004|11:58 pm]
[Current Mood |perfect/needing shower]
[Current Music |Liquid Fist - The Hall of the White Elephant]

so i'm finally done with school. It's actually unbelievable. but man does it feel good. i doubt the bullshit is over for life but at least for a while the saturation levels are way down.

it's been a pleasure, everyone. its been more than a pleasure, those who know.

Troy is just a plain good flick. I really think that if people want to know about movies and whether to see them, they should really just come ask me. cuz i will tell them ya it;s good or no it's bad. either way i think i have great judgement. lol

Superb practice with the Fist tonight. sorry for getting tense with you for a moment Jeff, but we worked it out. you did great tonight anyway.

Tomorrow/Today (Saturday) is the CoffeeHouse at the Hut on Kanuga!! Be sure to come everyone. I'm fooling around earlier on with my delay pedal which might be fun but be sure to see Nina Pinta and LIQUID FIST! NP at 7 LF at 8 to 9. ya it's free so why not. and maybe if we like u we'll undress!?

Two totally new songs to be unveiled too. so that will be sweet!
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the calm after the storm [May. 8th, 2004|07:18 pm]
[Current Mood |hungryhungry]
[Current Music |venus hum - i feel love]

i was feeling much better by the time i went to bed last night. thanks to all you read and pondered.

the first real Liquid Fist practice since New Year's Day. that was awesome. jeff was tired and we decided not to give him amphetimine injections but it was still cool. got a new song totally rolling. and justin is really doing great.

so ya i really need to spend less time on the comp and more getting stuff done. but lets do everything humanly possible to make the end of the year ROCK!!
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the crazed mind invites a restless soul [May. 7th, 2004|10:02 pm]
it feels good to vent. but wearing hearts on sleeves is bad. don't take anything too seriously. it seems like it could be capricious to me.
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